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Post by PaintByNumber on Tue Mar 15, 2016 1:37 pm

"You what, Dean?" He asked, scared of what he'd say.

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Post by CreativityisHeaven on Tue Mar 15, 2016 1:39 pm

"I can't bear to have you remember." He said softly. "I don't know if you could handle it... Seeing what your body did, while you were gone."

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Post by PaintByNumber on Tue Mar 15, 2016 1:46 pm

"I don't want to remember but if Gabriel can't do anything... I will. And we'll have to deal with that."

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Post by CreativityisHeaven on Tue Mar 15, 2016 1:52 pm

Dean closed his eyes, biting back tears as the memories flooded his own mind. He shook his head. "I want to keep you from that... So badly."

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Post by PaintByNumber on Tue Mar 15, 2016 1:53 pm

"I wish I could take it all back, protect you from it..."

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Post by CreativityisHeaven on Tue Mar 15, 2016 1:55 pm

"I don't care about me!" Dean snapped. "I lived through it. I dealt with it already. You haven't."

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Post by PaintByNumber on Tue Mar 15, 2016 1:58 pm

Sam winced at his yelling. "I'm sorry." He whispered. "I just hate that it happened... That the memories just come back randomly... That I'm digging up old hurt by remembering."

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Post by CreativityisHeaven on Tue Mar 15, 2016 1:59 pm

Dean grimaced. "Sorry, I didn't mean to yell. You're not digging up the hurt. I deal with the hurt every day. I mean... I know it wasn't you, but... Sometimes I forget, my head... Messes up and I think I'm still with him. It's still pretty fresh. But I've coped, I... I've already stitched myself up and accepted it.. You haven't."

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Post by PaintByNumber on Tue Mar 15, 2016 2:01 pm

"I don't know that I ever can, Dean." He whispered.

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Post by CreativityisHeaven on Tue Mar 15, 2016 2:03 pm

"Which is why I can't let you remember. I don't care what I have to do... Remembering will kill you."

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Post by PaintByNumber on Tue Mar 15, 2016 2:09 pm

Sam bit his lip, part of him wondering what would be better. Alive and ignorant, alive and knowing, or dead.

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Post by CreativityisHeaven on Tue Mar 15, 2016 2:11 pm

Dean sighed softly. "I'm sorry. I know you wanted to... You know... Make love, I kinda killed the mood."

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Post by PaintByNumber on Tue Mar 15, 2016 2:13 pm

Sam just shrugged. "It's fine, Dean. We should get back anyway." He said, letting go of him.

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Post by CreativityisHeaven on Tue Mar 15, 2016 2:15 pm

Dean nearly whimpered at the loss of contact. He hung his head a little, ashamed of his snap.

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Post by PaintByNumber on Tue Mar 15, 2016 2:17 pm

Sam took his hand and started to head back to the house.

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Post by CreativityisHeaven on Tue Mar 15, 2016 2:19 pm

Dean leaned on him as they walked, hating that he needed the support, it should be the other way around.

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Post by PaintByNumber on Tue Mar 15, 2016 2:20 pm

Sam wrapped his arm around Dean's shoulder instead, feeling guilty that nothing could help.

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Post by CreativityisHeaven on Tue Mar 15, 2016 2:21 pm

Dean leaned his head on Sam's chest. "Wanna go straight to bed? Let gabe put mark down?"

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Post by PaintByNumber on Tue Mar 15, 2016 2:26 pm

He shook his head. "I wanna see Mark before bed. You can go ahead though and I'll meet you there."

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Post by CreativityisHeaven on Tue Mar 15, 2016 3:16 pm

Dean nodded. He opened the door and kissed Sam gently. He headed in and smiled softly at Mark, playing with Gabriel. John and Bobby were sitting close together, looking through John's journal with Henry. Dean went over and kissed Mark on the head. "Night, monster."

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Post by PaintByNumber on Tue Mar 15, 2016 3:19 pm

"Night papa." He smiled as Sam sat next to Mark who wrapped his arm around his son tightly.

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Post by CreativityisHeaven on Tue Mar 15, 2016 5:28 pm

Dean leaned over and pressed a kiss to Sam's mouth. "See you in bed, little brother."

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Re: What God Wants

Post by PaintByNumber on Tue Mar 15, 2016 5:36 pm

"Yeah, night, De." He whispered.

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Post by CreativityisHeaven on Tue Mar 15, 2016 6:09 pm

Dean remained where he was for a while, despite saying he was going to bed. He watched his son and brother, reaching out to card his fingers through Sam's hair.

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Post by PaintByNumber on Tue Mar 15, 2016 7:39 pm

Sam smiled softly at him. "Stay and hang out a while?" He whispered.

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