Devil of a Crush

"Oh god, I'm sorry, Luke."

He shrugged. "It's been a while... I was 5 so it was just confusing more than sad. Dad didn't handle it well, said mom was just sleeping. At her funeral I ran up to her casket and tried to wake her up."

Sam grimaced. "Shit, that's heavy... Man." He shook his head, shocked.

He shrugged and shook his head. "Sorry for laying all that on you, that's a lot to take in."

"No, don't be sorry. I lost my mom when I was just a baby, my dad when I was fourteen. I can't imagine how it was for you though."

"Oh damn, so it really is just you and your brother."

He nodded. "Yeah, but it always was. My dad never got over mom, blamed himself." He shrugged.

He nodded sadly. "My dad won't even talk about my mom... Pretends she never existed."

"Love it when parents handle things worse than kids." He said almost scornfully.

"Yeah, it doesn't make life easy."

Sam shook his head, looking at the photo of him and Dean. "But makes us tough, right?"

"I guess so." He smiled a little sadly. "I'm sorry, by the way... About your parents."

Sam shook his head. "Thank you, but uh, it's better this way. Dean takes care of me."

He smiled softly. "That's good. Good brothers are nice."

"You're not so awesome?"

"I'm just not close with my brothers. They're... Not very nice."

"Oh shit, I'm sorry, Luke."

He shrugged. "It's fine, they have their reasons."

"Well, now you're here, right? You can make new friends and have some fun."

"Yeah, definitely." He smiled softly. "I've always wanted to come here."

Sam smiled a little at Lucifer. God he was pretty - and so funny. "So uh, wanna go check out the campus before orientation? See what's around?"

"Yeah sure." He shrugged. "I don't wanna get lost on the first day."

Sam nodded, tossing his books on the shelf. "Come on." He said with a grin.

Luke grinned and followed him out. He smiled when he saw a couple on campus, two men holding hands.

Sam chuckled. "Brave."