Days of Our Fanboys

"Cause I'm me." He said simply, shrugging.

"But... I didn't do anything to make you feel that way, did I? I mean... It's not true, Jare. You're probably the best sex I've ever had."

"No, you didn't do anything, it's just... Insecurities." He sighed. "And fear."

"About?"

"You finding someone better... I'm just some kid, you know?"

"You're an adult, Jared. I don't fuck kids. And why would I even be looking for someone better? I came to your house sobbing today."

"Yeah, but..." He sighed and shook his head. "I'm just scared of losing you... I've always been the one in the relationship that cares too much."

He nodded. "I get that... What can I do to help settle your nerves about us, baby?"

"I honestly don't know... I think a lot of physical affection could help? And pet names always make me feel nice."

Jensen smiled and pulled him close. "Come here then, you moose. I'm gonna cuddle your fucking brains out." He said before blowing a raspberry on Jared's neck.

Jared laughed and cuddled closer. "Moose?"

"You kind of are. In the free weeks I've known you, I've learned a few things about you... You're huge. Great in bed. And you like to barrel into topics and events without much forethought, which isn't always a bad thing, but it is a bit reminiscent of a moose."

Jared chuckled. "I'm also clumsy as hell, like a moose would be in a human's body... I'm shocked I haven't broken something of yours yet."

"Besides my ass?" He joked, hurting his chin playfully into Jared's shoulder.

Jared chuckled and shook his head. "No, I'm pretty good at breaking furniture... And doors. I flop on couches and the legs just snap and I'll accidentally knock sliding doors off their tracks."

Jensen began to laugh. "Well, break away. It's all cheap Ikea furniture anyway."

"Even easier to break!" He laughed.

He laughed. "Maybe I should invest in some heavy duty steel furniture for you, huh?"

"Nah, then I'd just somehow push it into a wall and break the wall." He chuckled.

Jensen laughed again and nuzzles his neck. "It's okay. We'll sleep on the floor if we have to."

"Aww such a romantic." He chuckled.

"I'm serious, Jare."

Jared looked over at him, sobered by him being serious. "I love you too much already." He whispered.

"I took a day from my job, drove to your house, screamed at you from the roof, then sobbingly confessed my love for you in the middle of your living room. Plus dealt with your angry father. I think we're tired in the love area."

"I came out to my angry father." He grinned. "But maybe we are tied... I just get this feeling that I never want to be without you and that is kind of... Scary." He admitted. "Cause we're young and you're an actor and I wanna be an actor... Not a stable life."