What Could Have Been

Sam shook his head. "No... Not after how I buried the records in the databases."

"But what if we slip up?"

"How would we slip up?"

"Me calling you baby brother when someone can overhear?"

"We say it's just a think we say. It's no different than daddy kink."

"Normal people don't use their daddy kink in public."

"That's not true, I've heard people call their partners daddy in public."

Dean bit his lip. "Okay."

Sam kissed his forehead. "We'll be fine."

Dean nodded slowly, snuggling tighter to Sam.

Sam held him close, closing his eyes.

"I never want you to hate me."

"I could never hate you."

"It's like this... Thought that won't leave my head."

"That I'm gonna start hating you?"

"Or are gonna leave me, yeah."

Sam shook his head. "I can't imagine my life without you."

"I know - it's ridiculous. But it won't go away."

"I'm never going to leave you, De. You gotta tell that to that voice in your head that."

Dean nodded, closing his eyes.

"Tell it that Sam Winchester is stupidly in love with his husband, that he can't live without his perfect big brother in his life."

Dean smiled against his shoulder. "And Dean Winchester would rather die than let his baby brother go."

Sam kissed the top of his head. "So we're on the same page."

"Maybe it'll shut the voice up."

"Let me know when it's talking and I can help you talk to it."